是时候说再见

时间过得真快,不知不觉已经到了我结束我的假期，回家的时候了。还没有回时就很想家,现在要回了又觉得很舍不得。还记得第一天来时什么也不懂。这里的地方我全都不熟悉，很陌生。。过后慢慢地就学会了。我也不知道自己现在的心情是怎样，但是还是得回去。因为好久没有回家了。


这次到这里来,我变得更独立,因为在外面是没有家和父母可以依靠的。很多事情都要靠自己，就算自己觉得几辛苦几委屈也没有像家一样温暖的避风港，什么事情都要自己去面对。有时真的很不快乐，或许还没有完全适应这样的生活。。。

这次回去有很多东西要忙了,所以我也不知道几时才能来这里。。。再见，我开心和不开心的地方.。。

Ready To Start A New Journey.....

10 mac 2009
2 days b4 i wan take my result i cant slepp...
dunno y...i feel very nervous and worry...
mayb i feel i am not done a good job during exam...
when take result tat day,i din go back to my school take...
coz i still at Singapore...i feel very sad...i check my result thru online..
but.....i really cant blieve tat i get a good result..very excited...
i was cried...i cried bcoz i really no make my parent and myself disappointed...
bcoz i can enter a good univ soon...i am ready for everything...i am ready to start my new journey in my life...after study hard for 2 years,finally i can enjoy the life in univ...this feeling really .....i dunno how to describe it...very happy...coz i enter a good univ by myseft...i have sacrifice my time and many things during this 2 years...not only me,my parent also have sacrifice for me...i wil never let them disappointed...i wil try my best in univ....

~爱情里的好人与坏人~

爱情里没有好人与坏人。。。因为当你认为你是个好人时，对他/她来说其实是个坏人。。。
有时候真的很矛盾，当你跟一个人分手时，出发点是为大家好，但是对他/她来说却是个伤害了她/他的坏人。。。这首歌让我觉得很有意思，在爱情里，我没办法分辨好人与坏人，但是我想我至少还会分辨谁才是真正爱我的人，谁才是伤我最痛的人。。。我想我不原意在辜负那个爱我的人。。因为我明白被最爱的人辜负的感受。。。

huai ren

坏人-方炯宾

那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

If a girl cry for you.....

A girl wont cry easily,

Except in front of the person who she love the most,

she becomes weak..

A girl wont cry easily,

only when she loves you the most,

she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly,

she’s the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life. Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you,

please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision,

you ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of you,

when she cry bcoz of you,

Look into her eyes,

Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she’s feeling?

Thin k…. Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,

Infront of you,

And bcoz of you?

She cry not because she is weak,

She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,

She cry,

Because crying silently is no longer possible,

the pain, hurt,

n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside…

Guy s, Think about it…

If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,

And all because of you,

Its time to look back on wat u have done,

Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it.

Coz one day….

It may be too late for regrets,

It may be too late to say "im sorry".

It may be too late to say "i love you".

so...plzz appreciate the girl that wil cry for you..

It is hard to find the girl who so love you...

痴心絕對 - 李聖傑

Tired but HappY daY

Today i really feel very tired lo...early in the morning ad woke up and prepared...haiz...bout 9 o clock step out from my room ...wen arrive the zoo,stil ned to walk so far go see every animals...omg...finally,i can go see white tiger..i ad walked until my legs wanna broke juz can walk one round of zoo..after we went to see the lion...the sky...start raining...we wait until rain stop juz continue our journey...i stil took photo wit handsome guy ...haha...juz kidding...he is the visitor of zoo also...but wen he walked in "Butterfly walk",got two parrots flies and stopped at his neck...haha...today really feel quite tired 1..but also quite happy..coz can saw so many different types of wild animal...exp~kangaroo,penguin...those of that animals very cute o.....wanna see all the photo that i had took at zoo,welcome go and visit my friendster ....

My LiFe At SinGaPorE

It is quite good 1 stay at here....my new life here..
having holiday here...my hair also bcome long ad...haiz..wanna back hometown juz cut...cause my "hair stylist" ah Jack at there..my hair can tied ad..Jack..help me..my hair bo sui liao..u know i very care my hair 1..long time din go find them...b4 i come here,i wil go find them one month once time..waiting my result here..dunno how leh my result...haiz..very nervous...i hope can get good result la..cause i dun wan go college study 1...waste time and money only...if i really is good in studies 1 then i think i surely can enter a good univ 1...if i am not good in studies,let me go study at any famous college also same 1..i dun wan waste my daddy's money go to study those kind of coll...i ad go several places play lo...but not all yet la..wil go after few days b4 i go back..last week i go visit the merlion,after few days the fish lion was srtucked by lighting on the head.It must be hurt i think...luckily it happned after i have visited that place..yeah...stil got few days then wil back hometown ad...miss my bed,my big bear bear,my family...

Hey guys...did u know wat u should do alreay??

1. When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ]

2. When she stares at your mouth [ smile...then kiss her ]

3. When she pushes you or hit’s you [ hug her tight ]

4. When she starts cursing at you [ say i love you ]

5. When she’s quiet [ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

6. When she ignores you [ act cute so she'll notice you ]

7. When she pulls away [ Pull her back ]

8. When you see her at her worst [ tell her you love her and she still looks amazing ]

9. When you see her start crying [ hold her...ask her what's wrong ]

10. When you see her walking [ approach her..give a kiss on the cheek. ]

11. When she’s scared [ assure her you're not goin to leave her ]

12. When she lays her head on your shoulder [ tilt your head too..and hold her hand ]

13. When she steals your favorite hat [ let her keep it ]

14. When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

15. When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ]

16. When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ]

17. When she says that she likes you [ she really does more than you could understand ]

18. When she grabs at your hands [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

19.When she bumps into you [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]

20. When she tells you a secret [ keep it safe and untold ]

21. When she looks at you in your eyes [ dont look away until she does ]

22. When she misses you [ she's hurting inside ]

23. When you break her heart [ the pain never really goes away ]

24. When she says its over [ she still wants you to be hers ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything.

- When she’s mad hug her tight and don’t let go

- When she says she’s ok dont believe it, talk with her * because 10 yrs later she’ll remember you:

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up

- Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupidx.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she’s important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who’s ass am I kicking babe?"

25.when she say "break",act dont know then hug her tight and say sorry 1st...

最后一次

Zui Hou Yi Ci - Lovynn Kan

这是一位１７岁少女的创作。
没有人知道这个女孩的名字，但是大家能确认的是这个女孩已经死了。
对于这首歌有很多种说法，
有人说是当时这个女生得了癌症，这首歌是要给她男朋友做纪念。
也有人说是这首歌是讲述那女孩子被男友抛弃，在自杀前写的一首歌。 
还有的是她和她的男友很相爱，可是不幸的是，她的男友生了重病，然后那个女的便写了这首歌给他，过后写了之后，男了去世了，女的也跟着自杀。

最后一次
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

先走了 去了好远的地方
不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮
所有回忆 抹去 却并不容易
生死由天决定 不要太伤心
在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前
我想对你说我爱你
在你怀里 舍不得放弃
心里有千万语还没说给你听
我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛
这次告别就不能再相遇
不能再陪你 但不要忘记
你曾经答应我你会好好活下去
我 永远 爱你。

一边听着这首歌，一边写部落格。。。不管这首歌的故事是不是真的，歌词听了却让人感动。。
不要因为一些爭吵而分手，两个人在一起是很不容易。吵架是必然的，因为每个人的个性都不一样。。世界上最痛苦的事是跟自己心爱的人分开。。不要为了一时的气话而结束了感情。。不值得。。。
难道真的要像这首歌吗？？要闭上眼睛前说我爱你。。

Differences Between Urban Area And Rural Area

sometime i wil feel very sad stay here(spore),

but sometime i will feel very happy coz stay here…

here really different wit my hometown..

at here do wat ting also must “fast fast fast”..

example,i almost everyday also can see many ppl walk very fast to take bus or mrt here..

not like my hometown tat small place..very lowclass..

tis is the fact…example,at there always got arguement..fighting..guys bully gals..blackmail gals..wanna fight wit gals..sien…

even girls also wil come out fight at midnight 1 at my hometown…like barbarian only…

if they are form 1 til form 4 or form 5 like tat stil ok lo..

cause stil not bcome mature ma..but some of them almost wan 20 years old ad stil like tat…

isn’t very childish?mayb they won tired 1..

i feel very funny 1 is some guy stil like to act like “dai lou” wanna fight wit gals although he is “no power” 1…

juz got his fucking and damm “gan jie fu” and “gan jie jie”(face look fierce only but useless 1) give him low power…

at last u all know how bo??wen really happened something,his damm gan jie fu no cum out help him…

leave him alone at there..he give the gals scold until nothing can say..cause many ppl support tat gal..

at last he stil need said sorry in front so many ppl wit gal…

i very hate tis kind of guys lo…no gentleman at all…would u ever see tis kind of guys??haha..

if got extra time better go and study to get good result la…

sometime i really feel very funny wit their attitue..dunno how yo describe them at all..

like monkey or barbarian leh..tat y i very dun like back there..

but there is my hometown..no choice lo…need to accept lo….coz i love my family very much…now i live at big city..i think here really very suit for me lo..

but miss my sweetest home..waiting for the day to back home visit my family…

and i stil have some friends live at there..

indeed la,my friends at there 1 i jz wil mix wit the ppl who is not like babarian 1…

and i think i din mix wit those kind of ppl then ok liao…damm “no face ” 1 if mix them…always cause small matter fight fight fight although ad so “big”…

Life Stil Have To Go On No Matter How

I really already tired n bored wit busy /stressful life here..but wat can i do…i juz only 20 years old but y i must work so hard to earn money wen got holiday…since form 2 i already come out work untill now…every year my friends they alll rest and “shake legs” at home…juz me only,holiday only then work..1st i juz wanna to look the world of different place,2nd,i wan to collect expr…3rd,i wan to earn money…i wan to earn money not bcoz i am very poor…juz coz wen i wan to buy anything such as clothes,shoes,i nonid ask my parent give me money…luckily la,every holiday i no stay at home study or go tuition class but my result stil “can go” 1…haha…sometime really tired wit work life…but i wan to study soon..if no work,i cant buy the things tat i wan and i need…i not like “er shi zhu” or “da xiao jie”,wan buy wat use parent money …i admit i got use my parent money,esp my dad 1,but if i got work ,i won ask his money wen i wanna spend…i know my dad can effort me,but he stil wan to spend another cose…haiz…anyway,i stil feel very “xin fu” 1…coz my dad not always like crazy dad scane us,my family not broke family…juz sometime got some arguement from ………only..

我们的爱

当我第一次看到《大喜事》这部电影时，我就好喜欢。。。。因为很令人感动。两个原本不相爱的人到最后也能有情人终成眷属。。到底我自己是否已经找到自己的幸福了呢？？好茫然。。。




我们的爱
手交给你 一生交给你
在你眼里看见我自己 直到白头谁都不会离弃
永恒看得见幸福在心底部
牵你手心相伴一世纪
我会永远承诺保护你
直到我们连皱纹都老去 也会让你开心不哭泣
我们的爱 没有四季
每一分钟都二十五度c
我们的爱 今生不逾
天涯海角也都会有痕迹
我们的爱 心有默契
不管是谁会先停止呼吸
ave maria
让我看仔细永远不要忘记
所有好心情 坏脾气 苦与乐
都珍惜

我不再爱你

S.H.E - 沿海公路的出口.mp3 - S.H.E

我想大大声地对你说：“我不再爱你”，
我早已经放手，
决心彻底忘记你这个人，
有时候你最爱的人并不是最爱你的人，
有时候最爱你的人并不是你最爱的人，
生命中很多事情都不是我们能想象和决定，
你最爱的人往往是会令你最伤心痛苦的人，
伤害只要一次就了因为那道伤痕不知道该用多少岁月来冲淡，
当你在下个路口在遇到那个伤害你的人时，
你应该开心，因为是他教你学会成长与坚强，
让他看到你并不是那么没用的人。

平凡小公主

常常在想自己幸福吗?
答案是：幸福的
虽然很平凡很简单，家里也不是什么百万富翁，大豪门，
不是千金大小姐，
但是，我是我家的小公主，
不论什么事，“家”都是我的支持
平凡并没有什么不好，而是看你心中怎么想哦。